On Monday 10th Nov I wrote my Facebook status: - "Chris is wondering what the week holds". Never in a million years did I ever think that this could happen.
Today was Day 3.
Three days of trying to wrap my head around the phrase "Your brother has been killed".
Three days of wondering why
Three days of the worst sort of pain
Three days......
Yesterday we went to see Andy's body. It was so surreal to see my brother lying there, motionless. For me it all became real. Somewhere inside, I guess I refused to believe it. But seeing him made everything so real.
